the day started off pretty well
the match was alright
went for lunch with the fellas
then came back home
then helped to clean the house abit

and
well fairy tales dont last forever

went for the diwali bazaar
and i saw that fucker
i mean as lucky as he is
hes just so fucked up

i messaged her
no reply
i called her
she didnt pick up

but

i messaged her that i saw that fucker and she
calls me and messages me

and she calls me again after that to ask who that fucker was with

after seeing that fucker

i feel so lousy...
i feel so fucked up...
i feel so crap ...
i feel so wasted...

and its so amazing
as to how
the person you love the most
can hurt you the worst
amazing aint it?

fuck me really
fuck me
fucking loser

au revoir

RULES
be nice
say helllo
then please
and thank you

I know you love it, Mitran [:
Your dearest diary knows that you love freddo
A better person youre trying to be for her
chocolates make me hyper ,
im flash
yeah and she loves me so does my diary[:

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you(: